your "realistic" is a product of your rational mind, it's self protecting, self serving,.. the human mind is a wonderful tool, but a terrible master,..
as a fully functioning self determining unit,.. your default setting is, "Happy",.. you've allowed your mind to change and fuck up your settings
you've become dominated by your rational mind to the point, you "think" your brain is you, "I think, therefore I am",.. that's western civ bullshit,.. to know your real self, you need to turn off thought
you are a powerful PC, your mind, just a tool, a simple calculator,.. Bengal B is much much much more than a calculator
this is where buddhism can help, shows you how to disassociate from your mind

earlier you said, I sounded like the mary tyler moore theme,.. well, I'm not down with that,.. I thought I sounded like, sir mix-a-lot
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