jussie got up and yelled to the court that he isnt suicidal, as if he expects to be killed in prison, and it will be portrayed as a suicide. that would be a genius bit of performance art if he kills himself in prison. the greatest self destruction ever. go to jail for faking an attack on yourself, then fake a killing of yourself by actually killing yourself and implying beforehand that it your suicide was murder. jussie still says he is innocent. i have known people in the past that lied to themselves so much they eventually became detached from reality and believed themselves. so they were not lying anymore, they lost grip with reality. that nigga crazy!