two different things,.. meditative practice, meditative state
practice,.. horrible, miserable, torturous,.. it really takes discipline to be an excellent meditator, I'm a poor/midlin meditator,.. but I've been walking down this path for 47 years and soon expect to see progress
meditative practice,. ugh,.. my ankle hurts, my ear itches... (center)... my knee is killing me, and my butt hurts,.. after I get done, I'm making waffles... (center) ... I wonder how much time I've got left, ow my ankle, I'm gonna look at the clock, you're not supposed to look at the clock,.. yeah, I'm not supposed to look,.. this can't be right, fuck, I've only been sitting here 3 minutes... (center) ... I can't feel my left foot... (center) ... I wonder how long it's been now ... (center)
Constant battle between me and my mind, everyday, lunch at work, 27 minutes of hell
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